Sometimes -
sometimes I feel so out of touch
out of place
old
inadequate
weary
ready to retire
uninspired
like I missed the train
uncertain
yet somehow loved in and through and by it all
by a love so deep and true that even when I feel
it not, or doubt it, it is there...ever there
and I make it through another day and another week
held in a love as vast as the universe yet often
invisible, nearly undetectable...but ever there.